I lay my head down
I lay down my head
But where is my rest?
As the storm begins
Conversations
I relive them, I remake them
I wonder what will happen tomorrow
More conversations
I frame responses
I am trapped inside my mind
Everything that has been
Attacking me
A storm
Not the good kind
Yesterday, yesterday
It was all too hard
And today?
Will it be better?
Will I face the same things again?
Will I do better
Angry faces
Angry people
Nothing I can do
They just keep coming
The rock
The hard place
No escape
Except for the moments
When I go to the bathroom
My hang heads low
And I weep
Step out, return my face
To it's everyday posture
Shoulders back
Facing it all again
And again, and again.
I lay my head down
But where is my rest?
But where is my rest?
As the storm begins
Conversations
I relive them, I remake them
I wonder what will happen tomorrow
More conversations
I frame responses
I am trapped inside my mind
Everything that has been
Attacking me
A storm
Not the good kind
Yesterday, yesterday
It was all too hard
And today?
Will it be better?
Will I face the same things again?
Will I do better
Angry faces
Angry people
Nothing I can do
They just keep coming
The rock
The hard place
No escape
Except for the moments
When I go to the bathroom
My hang heads low
And I weep
Step out, return my face
To it's everyday posture
Shoulders back
Facing it all again
And again, and again.
I lay my head down
But where is my rest?
posted by earthkissed | 12:00 pm
2 Comments:
Have you ever dozed off in the bathroom? (Did I say that out loud?) :-)
And who's ED, and why is he so horrible? :-)
*hugs*
I hope you finish your term soon then! *hugs* and just think, you have some time up here this weekend, and can do fun things like see friends and meet babies. :)
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