For Her
I'm scared
That they'll judge me
That I'll speak
And they'll tell me
I didn't try hard enough
I didn't love good enough
I didn't have time enough
They'll say I'm a fraud
They'll be angry
For her
That they'll judge me
That I'll speak
And they'll tell me
I didn't try hard enough
I didn't love good enough
I didn't have time enough
They'll say I'm a fraud
They'll be angry
For her
posted by earthkissed | 9:24 pm
6 Comments:
Whilst it's possibly no comfort right now to you or your family, her death was God's will - as everything is. All part of His plan - for her to be in Heaven and for you to be here.... NOT alone, but with your husband and family, scared or angry maybe, but certainly not bearing any blame.
What would she say?
Which is more important?
*more hugs*
It's ok to be scared, you know you loved her, she knew that right? You can't live your life for somebody else. Love and hugs:)
It's ok to be scared, you know you loved her, she knew that right? You can't live your life for somebody else. Love and hugs:)
and what about you bec? You've lost a sister. Grief plays out in some strange and sometimes shocking ways. Stay strong in the knowledge of who you are and how you loved her. And whatever happens will be OK.
anonymous - thank you, sometimes I need the reminder.
As to everyone else, I appreciate your kind words.
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